I Wonder
 Dave Ziv
 
May I tell a stranger about my loss?
Will they turn away,
or change the subject if I do?
But can I tell a life-long friend,
or will he say "Enough," or
not a thing at all.
(My life-long friend?)
I wonder.
Must I say I’m feeling fine,
my world is bright and gay,
when I am tortured inwardly
with scorching, searing pain?
Must I smile politely when
they say I am doing fine,
And then reward them
with a crooked smile?
I wonder.
Or should I lash out thunderously,
and rant, and shout, and rave,
"My child is DEAD, don’t you understand?
Please don’t give me all your platitudes,
your sick, time-worn cliches!
Just listen to me, hear me, let me talk."
Will they?
I wonder.
Or am I just angry?
I wonder.