I Wonder
Dave
Ziv
May I tell
a stranger about my loss?
Will they
turn away,
or change
the subject if I do?
But can
I tell a life-long friend,
or will
he say "Enough," or
not a thing
at all.
(My life-long
friend?)
I wonder.
Must I
say I’m feeling fine,
my world
is bright and gay,
when I
am tortured inwardly
with scorching,
searing pain?
Must I
smile politely when
they say
I am doing fine,
And then
reward them
with a
crooked smile?
I wonder.
Or should
I lash out thunderously,
and rant,
and shout, and rave,
"My child
is DEAD, don’t you understand?
Please
don’t give me all your platitudes,
your sick,
time-worn cliches!
Just listen
to me, hear me, let me talk."
Will they?
I wonder.
Or am I
just angry?
I wonder.