To Answer
Love with Life
Don Hackett
Life was at
morning and a young boy
Breathlessly
ran in the brilliance of dawn’s promise
But dark clouds
drank the brilliance of sunrise.
A rush of
cold wind chased away the early warmth,
And the child
was no more.
Alone the
footsteps of that child had formed the features of his father’s world.
His voice
was the music that gave life the dance.
The expectancy
of his eyes, the catalyst of his dreams,
Gave to the
father life’s greatest meaning.
He was the
one child, the only son there would ever be.
His light
was gone, leaving the man a legacy of darkness.
So the father
turned from living, embarking upon
A sunless
inward journey, a twisted voyage
Across a soul
lost sea of bitter pain.
After many
months he found the heart of his being,
Kindled still
by stubborn embers,
The residue
of the glow that once had been.
There in the
lingering warmth of a thousand yesterdays,
He sought
refuge, a moment of rest.
The fires
of life renewed; understanding waxed within him.
Though to
him his only child would never return,
He remained
a father, continuing beyond
An abrupt
turn in his own life’s seeking.
His eyes remembered
brightness, his hearing would recall sounds
His arms remembered
holding, his lips held still a goodnight kiss.
His hands
remembered touching, his lap the lightness of his son.
More than
all this, he touched again the dreams
And knew himself
their bearer.
He returned
to living, to those who loved him.
Finding himself
much as before, but tempered,
Reforged in
his long road back to life.
For all he
had been given, for the richness of a timeless beauty.
He resolved
to strive for worthiness, to answer love with life.
I know, for
I am that man.
The boy is
Olin, our only child.
He is alive,
in me, through me, and somewhere beyond me.
In a place
or form I do not now recognize, but someday will,
When at last
that moment comes and we have met once more.